Chapter 1: The mirror without reflection I have never been tried, done , Thought or to justify the echo to be delincuente.creo that's all due to my attitude, when you get to high school in implementing the 2007, comes with the idea that it would be different than my other school and , so it was very different. There were people of different tastes, all very diverse in their thinking and acting, I already at that time did not generate any expectation on my no get happy just to please my parents I got there and were proud me. When you enter my room I was sitting in front near the chalkboard, close to the teacher, like my parents told me, spend time waiting boring classes began, I went one time after a half hour for take a breath and rang the bell, began classes riiiiiiing-sat-
hear what the teachers said and nothing more then a child before the teacher started the class in which he sat , to me, "he extended his hand and said hello I wanted to be my first friend in this school? - I ignore, looked at me weird and I talked for a while but after spending some time left and when I had 2 new friends who were the two closest, in that as I spoke I converse classes bored me with them but they spoke of topics for me were not as attractive diria''I''bit, talking about football, card games, from which they had seen on TV and how everyone was talking about then the second recess when the first time anybody hacia.con I got used to the 3 people behind me and beside , Talked to them about the issues proposed, I proposed many were not interesting to them, and kill the time for 3 weeks I think or were two? and I do not remember, but good to spend that time before expiry of a month appeared men Dresses scout who came to school to talk about the scout group belonging to the school, described him in a way that and seemed interesting, and as I was given the opportunity of this to my parents, I came out not because he had no friends except for 1 out of school, I liked the idea, would have to go on Saturday afternoon and lasted until 7, I said yes, and went as he desired, when the day , a strange girl (19 years I think I had) took me to the nearby square where the others were at Concha y Toro, ahy the girl had several groups that wanted to go I wonder where I told him I did not know entnces wonder if I had a friend who was there, I pointed to a blond boy white skin, and I said that and went to his group, I'm staring I do not know, or even view. I remembered that was in my class but had never exchanged a glance or a word with the man, "I say pueslo man is considered as a grown man, I remember that day as a day that I had fun, ISIM games, ran and later we were assigned to patrol troops and then, I was assigned to a patrol that was the same as I later learned that Brian was his nombre.asi was started in Scouting as a place that my peers is one of many havens for a child like me, but as I learned all paradise is hell combierte in one day, as the light of a candle going out once consummated its lifetime.
My patrol was known to be of the most Extrabagantes would tell me, my soul with experiences regosijaba never had before, I had friends at school before but none ever wanted to invite me home, i was never a birthday of a classmate, has to wait if i was in a boy who was like a light in the shadows but estubo less than half a year, was new and how you got left the overnight did not know more than el.como ive never said no one invited me to a birthday party and I felt sad because we all came talking Birthday Pedrito, or jose maria. A I did not say anything because they never knew that nobody ever invited me, even so do not hate me and I felt I think, or at least so I recall or remember, my father always spoke of the adventures, naughty child, how well he spent playing on the hill or going anywhere with your friends, I did not have that and thought it was beginning to have. after so many years.
in college I began to hang out with the one I thought was my friend, he did not like me to follow him I did not like any of the other children and I care, just he was my friend and as was the only aprovechava as much as I could, so he was going the time between laughter and the occasional fight ridiculous.
comosi in due course a number of colleagues but it was the same for everyone talked about how ridiculous, talking about issues but not displease me, did not generate more interest in me, nor was it for me Nice to hear it, all this I remembered that my head teacher an excellent teacher who will not say his name because we could of each month so we all knew each other better, and I like myself antisocial in each group denied any mistress than the of the boys earlier this year with which I acortumbre in the absence of my friend, or just named it after a while
began brian to a bit of interest demoztrar something that I was so their conversations going on could be anything but boring, at least at that time mi.Fue juste me with my friend we started to peel as they say, whom they made SURVEY was more maricon, talked among themselves and told us we went to bed and kisses and other things bamamos ridiculous to me a damn blind eye asia me because nobody said it in my face. Brian
instead got angry and wanted to give a beating to fucking say something, on one occasion I remember we went back to the courtroom after the recess and a colleague said something that I remember well, I think it was something that nostomaramos anbamos the right hand and we were fags, when someone says such things in the face esporque and you lost the respect and as you put it in place I then went to where he was the tranquility of sudden change a violent attitude, I put the arm around his neck making his conformed to the wall and told him again not to say or he was gonna get the conchadesumadre. he was with 2 guys but what 3 was much higher than I yet fail isieron nothing but silence, brian stare and then move away a bit and enter the room was happy and started talking about the past as if a fucking ovation, cheering as I hate, but as was the grace to take it.
eso iso que no nos molestaran por un tiempo luego comenzaron otra vez el martirio pero nada directo hubieron muchas cosas que ise con este amigo , todas diveridas tanto las malas como las buenas recuerdo que una vez hasta nos mandaron a limpiar los baños y casi nos hechan. por lo menos ubiera disfrutado si era asi.
Retomando mi vida como scout que era paralela a esta , solo se conectaba a travez el brian y patito que era mi sub guía, con el me comenze a juntar yo y el brian, luego todos los recreos ivamos a su curso porque nos isimos amigos de ellos no de todos pero si el grupo de patito, asi fue como comenzaron a decir que en el recreo que nos besábamos o que teniamos relaciones a hidden and so nobody saw us, during recess, to take the life of scout should know about naracion, language and all that. I do not know as I have something messed up but I'll talk about it scout facts against facts at my school that stand each other.
ps: edited after I got tired of writing hurts my eyes xD-_-
